maybe..

i've one, i have one feel, but i can explain it to others
sometime, it will getting pain, but sometime it will be happy
like a bird can fly in the sky, when i feel it i just want to be free
but, when it hurt me, just like killing me slowly
like rainbow after rain, the happines will come after you get pain

maybe i feel in love, i will happy when i smile
but i will feel better when you smile
maybe i feel in love, maybe..

soundtrack for my mind

With you  
With you  
I wish we had another time  
I wish we had another place

Now Romeo & Juliet  
They could never felt the way we felt  
Bonnie & Clyde  
Never had the highlight  
We do  
We do
You and i both know it can't work  
It's all fun and games  
'til someone gets hurt  
And i don't  
I won't let that be you

Now you don't wanna let go
And i don't wanna let you know 
There might be something real between us two, who knew?
Now we don't wanna fall but  
We're tripping in our hearts and it's reckless and clumsy  
'cause i know you can't love me here.


I wish we had another time
I wish we had another place  
But everything we have is stuck in the moment  
And there's nothing my heart can do  
To fight with time and space 'cause  
I'm still stuck in the moment with you.


See like Adam & Eve
Tragedy was a destiny  
Like Sunny & Cher  
I don't care  
I got you baby
See we both  
Fightin' every inch of our fiber  
'cause in a way
It's gonna end right but  
We are both too foolish to stop

Now you don't wanna let go  
And i don't wanna let you know  
There might be something real between us two, who knew?
And we don't wanna fall but  
We're tripping in our hearts and it's reckless and clumsy  
And i know you can't love me here.

I wish we had another time
I wish we had another place  
But everything we have is stuck in the moment  
And there's nothing my heart can do  
To fight with time and space 'cause  
I'm still stuck in the moment with you.

See like  
Just because this cold cold world saying we can't be
Baby, we both have the right to decide we  
And i ain't with it  
And i don't wanna be so old and grey  
And it isn't 'bout these better days  
But convince just telling us to let go  
So we'll never know

I wish we had another time
I wish we had another place  
'cause everything we did  
And everything we have is stuck in the moment  
Yeahhh.

I wish we had another time
I wish we had another place  
But everything we have is stuck in the moment  
And there's nothing my heart can do 
Nothing my heart can do  
To fight with time and space 'cause
I'm still stuck in the moment with you  


Justin Bieber - Stuck In The Moment

2010 memories

just miss my friend

Awalnya kita berdelapan

Semakin lama semakin berpisah

Tari

Liana

Uphi

Intan

Nhana

Mutia

Chintia

Yayas

Mungkin sekarang

Masing masing mencari teman baru

Teman 1 ekskul

Teman 1 organisasi

Teman yang lain

Sekarang mulai berkurang

Waktu untuk bersama

Rasa saling menghibur

Yang aku harap sekarang

Kita bisa kayak dulu lagi

Di awal kita bertemu di X.2

akhir tahun 2010 , banyak banget yang sudah terjadi ya .
tapi, kalau dirangkum dari kejadian yang aku lewati, mungkin terlalu banyak sakit hatinya
apa karena sekolah ? keluarga ? teman ? -__-


masalah memang banyak, tapi kalau hidup ga pernah ada masalah itu bukan hidup !
kalau masalah diselesaikan dengan masalah = MASALAH BARU
kalau emosi diselesaikan dengan emosi = EMOSI
masalah diselesaikan dengan emosi = KEHANCURAN
mungkin buat kita yang masih labil (eciee), butuh orang yang lebih tua untuk menyelesaikan masalah
kita butuh pendapat. kita butuh nasihat .
aku mungkin butuh bantuan dsari orang tua, guru guru untuk menyelesaikan masalah .


terkadang masalah bikin kita nangis semaleman -_- , mata bengkak , pokoknya capeeeek rasanya hati .
tapi dengan banyaknya masalah yang sudah kita selesaikan, maka semakin kuat kita :)

mixmatch :)

Friendship is not about how much we care when we are together, its about how much we care when we are apart.

If someone would ask me who i want to be with? I would simply say, "Someone who can understand that I'm not perfect".

Love is not about who you had, but the one who stayed with you till the end.

I still keep looking at my phone even though I know you won't text me.

Good friends always make you feel you're the luckiest person on earth because you have them

A person who truly loves you is someone who sees the pain in your eyes while everyone else still believes in the smile on your face

Not all people who's IN-LOVE with each other needs relationship, and not all people who has relationships LOVE each other

LIKE A KNIFE

I dream a lot, I know you say
I've got to get away.
The world is not yours for the taking

Is all you ever say.
I know I'm not the best for you,
But promise that you'll stay.
Cause if I watch you go,
You'll see me wasting, you'll see me wasting away


Cause today, you walked out of my life
Cause today, your words felt like a knife
I'm not living this life.


Goodbyes are meant for lonely people standing in the rain
And no matter where I go it's always pouring all the same.
These streets are filled with memories
Both perfect and in pain
And all I wanna do is love you
But I'm the only one to blame.


Cause today, you walked out of my life
Cause today, your words felt like a knife
I'm not living this life.


But what do I know, if you're leaving
All you did was stop the bleeding.
But these scars will stay forever,
These scars will stay forever
And these words they have no meaning
If we cannot find the feeling
That we held on to together
Try your hardest to remember

Stay with me

Or watch me bleed

I need you just to breathe

Cause today, you walked out of my life
Stay with me, or watch me bleed
Cause today, your words felt like a knife
I need you just to breathe
I'm not living this life

INDONESIA VS MALAYSIA

26 Desember 2010 , pertandingan final AFF antara Indonesia VS Malaysia. Indonesia kebobolan gol 3 kali -__-
menurut aku, itu kurang FAIR ! Kenapa cobaa Malaysia harus pake laser gitu , diarahinnya ke muka pemain lagi

tapi, pemain Indonesia menurut aku juga mainnya mulai berkurang, kurang semangat di banding pertandingan lawan filiphina .
Mungkin berawal dari situ, perang antara Indonesia dan Malaysia memanas lagi -_-
postingan twitter, status facebook isinya saling mencela, aku sempat ikutan karena terbawa emosi -_-
tapi lama lama aku sadar, emosi ditambah emosi sama dengan masalah .
Indonesia mengatakan bahwa Malaysia mengklaim kebudayaan dari Indonesia, Malaysia berpendapat masyarakat Indonesia bergantung pada negaranya karena banyak masyarakat Indonesia bekerja sebagai TKI di negeri Jiran .
Semua merasa benar, tetapi semua aku rasa juga salah.
Kita negara 1 rumpun, negara tetangga, tapi kok musuhan ?
Aku harap, pemerintah juga ikut turun tangan untuk menyelesaikan perseteruan dua negara tetangga ini .
lama lama musuhan juga capek kan ?
I'm Indonesian, but i dont like if my country have a enemy :D

AKU HARAP SEMUANYA BISA DAMAI♥

my first update

postingan pertama hahaha abisnya baru ada mood buat blog :D
my name is SARASWATI WIDYASARI and im 15 years old .
ilove my family . my besties . my friend also my boyf :D